Guess I asked for this to happen to me. Today has been the day from hell, and it only seems to be getting worse for me. Should I even be surprised at this point?

I didn't go to my interview. I tried to get in contact with my neighbor and couldn't ever reach her. texas_knight said I could contact friends of his from the prison to watch William while I was at ( Read more... )

I'm doing something that is extremely difficult to do. Well, it might not be seen that way by other people. But, for me, it is hard based on how these two 'habits' go hand-in-hand with each other ( Read more... )

Ok, call me weak. I've read a few entries about the sale of LJ and how some people think it's nothing big and won't affect how things will continue to be here in LJ land. I've read entries about people freaking out over the experience, and are about to follow the rats as they jump ship before the sinking begins ( Read more... )

One of the things I do with my on-line business is make postings to various e-groups on Yahoo. I'm a member of a few that I don't advertise on and am trying to network with others. I came across a posting that just about blew me out of the water ( Read more... )

If you were given the opportunity to take on getting into a business where there was no start-up fee, and you were given $199 in software and access to some of the most exciting sites that a business can get involved with, would you think about getting involved? Just think about it. Getting $199 worth of materials, software, support, one-on-one ( Read more... )

It's now after midnight. It's been over two hours since I took my night meds. They usually would have kicked my butt into bed well before now. I'm wide awake as an owl.

I hate being alone. I hate being so depressed. I don't think I'll be able to get any sleep tonight.

I had all intentions of sitting down and talking about what 2004 was about for me, what I have gained, what I have struggled with, and what my goals and outlook were for 2005. As I sat and thought about what I would say, feelings began to get overwhelming for me, and I feel that if I even tried I wouldn't be able to express what was going on inside ( Read more... )

Well, not quite. However, that's how I seem to feel from day to day. I know it's been ages since I last posted anything, especially anything of value. I know I'm not doing anything with the communities I'm a member of, and have been removed from a couple of them. I understand the reasoning behind that. I'm sure I'd want active participation if I ( Read more... )

I'm still here. Life has gone a bit out of control for me. I'm trying to get things straightened out, and get back in control over certain aspects. The time of year isn't good for me, so that is making things more difficult to handle and deal with. Once things seem to calm down, I think things will flow more normally. Hopefully, that will be the ( Read more... )

Just being quiet these last few days. I've been quite emotional with all that has been going on the last several days. William is doing much better. I, on the other hand, am beginning to come down with something. I've been dealing with William a great deal, and am finding myself really needing some time away. Hubby is out with 'the boys' this ( Read more... )