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I wanted warmer weather, but not at the expense of sunlight.
I turned down a friend that wanted to go bowling with me, her, and her boyfriend. I told her that I had to pass, and if she wanted the truth, it was because I couldn't handle another third-wheel situation, albeit she and her boyfriend are different wheels than I've been around lately - which, in retrospect might make it worse. Then again, I can't ( Read more... ) -
It comes and it goes...
It wasn’t supposed to be this way ( Read more... ) -
The Good, the Bad, and the Better...
Home again, finally.
The Pennsylvania New Year's trip was a lot of fun - except for a little fifth-wheel syndrome on Friday, which was mostly my fault I think. I met Kim in Harrisburg on Thursday evening, after some wretched traffic on I-81 S. We got coffee, Mmmmm coffee, and went to David's Bridal where I picked my bridesmaid dress! Yay! ( Read more... ) -
A little bit of happiness before bed
I'm going to the Lancaster, PA area tomorrow. I'll be seeing old friends this weekend for New Year's, and fun times always ensue *knock on wood ( Read more... ) -
You meme? I meme.
Like tullgogh said, this is a bit happier than the last entry. Weee, memes....
List 5 WEIRD, SPOOKY, ZANY HABITS that you have, then tag 5 friends to do the same, in order to perpetuate the cycle of hate!! which originated with xlamiavitaex, and who am I to stop the forward progress of hate?
1. It's been brought to my attention that I "sigh" often. I ( Read more... ) -
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I hardly even remember writing that last entry. Geez. Fucking stress. I feel much better today. Not great, but better than whatever shit I was rambling about on the 11th. Was that the day? Shrug. I had only 3 days off since before Thanksgiving; I think my moods were excusable. Although for the first time my therapist made me cry in front of ( Read more... ) -
Read at Own Risk. Seriously.
Every day I wake up, I feel like a small piece of me is being torn out and chewed and then spit on the floor. I know I've said or thought this before, but now and for the last two months, I can actually FEEL it. I can feel the rawness and weariness of my body. This isn't a metaphysical malady. I think I am working myself into an inescapable ( Read more... ) -
"Cold December Night"
a.k.a "Echoes of Laughter"
A sliver of moon
The Venus star
Blue wisps of frozen clouds
Sky horizon ablaze
Fades into midnight
Black silhouette of naked trees.
A song in my head
coffee in hand
The moon has set since you left me.
And the sky is now black
Invisible clouds
My star curiously turned red -
or my eyes.
Temptation in the other room
Coffee soothes
The ( Read more... ) -
just another thing
I think I have TMJ or something like it. Yesterday, the right side of my jaw was a little stiff. I thought little of it, and that it would go away. Today it was worse. It feels okay sometimes, but suddenly I'll try to close my jaw all the way and it's mildly painfully. But just that side. And 20 minutes ago, I had both sides of my jaw ( Read more... ) -
Saturn's spiral
Ooooh, science. I saw that someone discovered that the F ring around Saturn is not actually a ring or strands, but a continuous coil that wraps around the planet. I didn't read that the theory about the other rings (the bigger ones) has changed, but the theory about this outermost one is pretty cool. The F ring seems to tighten and loosen, ( Read more... )