So it turns out that the local animal shelter will cremate your furbaby for free if you don't want ashes back, and I don't, because YEARS of having the urns of my grandmother, sister, and step-father watch me from the mantel as I watched TV, yeah, no, thankyouanyway. So yeah. I cried and was embarrassing as hell and dunt care cause real feelings ( Read more... )

My babykitty Chessie crawled up on my lap tonight and curled into my elbow like she likes to do. I petted her and watched my copshow. Then she started wheezing and convulsed and then she was gone. She hasn't been sick. She was twelve. I don't know what the fuck. I am very sad and I hope that in some reality her Grammy Sue was waiting at the rainbow ( Read more... )

My anthem. Found by a dear friend, not untrue LOL.

https://youtu.be/W6dxEk_2Hdo?si=_qsAAV7gbyg-cXsQ

I'm not saying I write fanfic for the smut. Writing makes me happy and if I am writing it's a good sign that my mental health is in a good place. But dammit, I want some smut. I'm 25,000 words deep in this story and NO motherfucking fucking, or even heavy snogging, just the slowest godsdamned burn that ever slow burned. OMGWTFBBQGMSC I'm also ( Read more... )

At the height of Summer ( Read more... )

Disability Pride Month, it's now in case you didn't know that July is that, yeah. Here's the thing, I am not proud of my disability and nobody I know IS proud of theirs, we are pained, inconvenienced, often shamed, and exhausted by them. How About Instead... Disability Understanding Month. Where normies try to have some compassion and imagine what ( Read more... )

ok, not the greatest pics ever but it's stupid AM and I have been making arts since 1AM, it's what I do when I am having insomnia. Gonna go nap now. (thank you to Mrs.Roommate who lets me make strange dragonfly art for her friend who likes dragonflies.)

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Dear Universe (and also Hollywood/BBC/Whoever ( Read more... )

Two of my friends, one in Montana and one in Texas, have raved about some cookie store so I figured there must be some in my Metroplex, and yeah, like half a dozen locations and one I know how to get to, so cookies were obtained. The store I was in was small with two computer tablets to place the order on and pay, credit card only, and then wait in ( Read more... )

Is it Spring Yet? No? More Hibernation Needed ( Read more... )