I know it's over a month away, but I can't wait for summer.  Taking 11 classes is getting to me, can you blame me??  I don't think I'm going to make dean's list, but I just want over a 3.2 at least.  Usually I start the countdown around 60 or 50 something, but I wanted to push it off as long as possible so it seemed closer than 50.  So I checked ( Read more... )

I def had reason to worry about Johnny...On monday my dad called me after my last class, around 3ish I guess.  Luckily Monday is my easiest day with only two classes, and will probably be my easiest day in history of school lol.  But he told me a list of problems with Johnny.  I don't remember all of it exactly but basically he had a severe attack ( Read more... )

I guess I had reason to worry about Johnny.  He's in the hospital in critical condition, they had to keep him last night because he's not really getting any better.  He started having trouble breathing, on top of being dehydrated so my parents took him to the animal hospital yesterday morning.  They have him in an oxygen kennel.  They asked me if ( Read more... )

I'm kinda upset about Johnny.  So forever now he's had this random uncurable disease, I don't even know what that's all about.  But they've been trying to keep him stable with that and most of the time he's not.  So they switched his drugs last week and now my dog has diabetes, like that fat guy in the commercials.  I never really thought my dog ( Read more... )

 Do you ever feel like things just aren't going your way?  What a stupid question, of course everyone has those days lol.  Just lately with everything I do I feel like I'm still not going anywhere.  Like with my horn playing.  I've been practicing really hard and everything and I really feel like I've been doing most of the things my teacher tells ( Read more... )

 I am going to refer to my friends entries, but I want to first make it clear that there is nothing wrong with how they are feeling and that this is in no way meant to criticize or offend any of them.  This is only a reaction of where I stand, but NOT A COMPARISON!  If you look at this in terms of comparing then just stop and relax and consider ( Read more... )

 So the end of the semester sucks, kind of like most of it.  Overall I was happier this semester, just because last semester was my first and I kinda hate not living at home.  Now I'm sorta used to the idea, but I'd still prefer being home.  I think I'm one of the only people that like my family and being home, so don't act like i'm stupid for not ( Read more... )

I really don't think life itself is confusing.  I think I'm confusing, not really think...I know I confuse myself lol.  So what's so bad about throwing a dye marker, about admiting I'm full of shit and things get tough because I bring it on myself?  In high school they told us that you're trying to figure out who you are and all that bullshit, but ( Read more... )

 What's the point in being misleading, unless it's to be a jerk to someone.  As in to play a trick of some type so you will be purposely misleading.  Other than that how do you accidently mislead?  I've often wondered how it happens because it does all the time...  Actually, some people seem to have mastered the dirty tool.  But don't let this be ( Read more... )

 what doesn't make sense is being emotional about being okay.  What I mean is, why would I cry while telling someone that everythings cool.  I'm not "secretly" lying and I'm not even lying at all....everythings okay.