I feel crazy overwhelmed right now. I feel like i am unable to make any decisions because i don't know if they are right ones. Yesterday it hit me that i have wasted so much time with some people. I just feel really down and hurt that people that i cared so much about... don't give a shit about me. I have to learn to let go and move on. I just don' ( Read more... )

emotions make a person crazy. it's like i have been on this roller coaster for the past few weeks. not much sleep last night. talking, crying, trying to make sense of what is going on with us. at one point asking if i was breaking up with him... how can break up if your not "anything"? getting things off your chest is good though, even if the ( Read more... )

ummm... i love amanda!

as of now i am the only employee at work. the guy that i used to work with just got fired for leaving this on the front window last night after he closed: HEY LADIES, YOUR FROM THE SUBURBS RIGHT? SO I KNOW YOU HAVE A CELL PHONE. I LIVE DOWN THE STREET, SO GIVE ME A CALL. LETS GO TO THE BAR. THEN LEFT HIS NUMBER ( Read more... )

well last night bowling was very odd. i was to drunk. heidi came over for early drinking which was a bad idea. i do want to say how amazing amanda and heidi are, way to stand up for your friends girls! people need to stop talking shit, seriously. i am not completely innocent, i do have a big mouth that can get me in trouble. i would never say ( Read more... )

well the really long entry i just made got deleted. this day keeps getting worse. tim is gone and didn't come say goodbye to me, i don't know if i want to strangle him for being a wuss or just cry. i am working and i want to go home. i really need to do somthing fun this week. like... going on a date. anyone want to take me out? oh i love my boss ( Read more... )

i think that all the dye i have put on my head over the past nine years, is going to kill me. my attempt to make my hair all one color didn't work to well, but it is close. in the morning i am getting my hair cut!!! amos will be happy about that, she doesn't have to listen to me talk about how much i hate it anymore. i want to see sara, it has been ( Read more... )

school is done for the summer!! i am so f*cking happy.. going to michigan for a week and i am glad for once. i need a break from chicago. i feel that things here are going very good though, this is going to be a good summer(as soon as i get a job). this weekend was full of graduation celebrations..(and one really lame party) i wish that i was ( Read more... )

well tonight is the party.. i am a little nervous. 2315 N. California and you will have to pay $3 to get in..sorry. erotic city.. this should be interesting.

ok.. sooo.. may third.. big birthday party at our house for about four people!!! keg.. Dj's.. and a lot of crazy people i am sure. if your reading this you should come .. 2315 N. california .. come wish us a happy birthday!! bring lots of gifts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love you all