Theses pills are fucking with my chemistry. I dont know what happened tonight for a good five minutes. I have no idea. I am going haywire. I tremble and shake with...

The scene is hard. Not hard. But tough to do. It requires me to dig up feelings and emotions i have been holding down with all of my might. Its like a rape victim being told to play a ( Read more... )

( CONTEST! )

sorry kristen, thanks molly....i never thought lisa had it in her

age: 17 ( Read more... )

I can hold you in my hand like a bottle ( Read more... )

ever feel like you want to lie your head in your hands, and never lift it up again.

close your eyes.

hold them tight and wish for something better

something better that will never come

my writing. my art. my life.

stapleyourshins: im sorry, just take it as you will, but im sorry for everything.
he signs off
panic attack ensues

they twist around
their stiff green stalks
and dance and sway
following the reflected and refracted light
off of air
off of nothing
of indvisible space

They all grow thinner and their petals
a faint brown.

( sometimes its nice to see there are other people out there. )