I am very angry and aggravated ( Read more... )

I'm homesick.

but i'm home, kinda.

i don't miss school...

but there is something i really miss and am sad for.

it just hit me when i realized everyone in my stepdads house was sleeping.

it's such an unsettling feeling.

but there really are only a few people i feel at home with...

yesterday into today was wonderful. I was only a five minute walk from my room the whole time, but I felt like I got away. Plus I was with this pretty awesome guy (when he wants to be) so what more could I have asked for ( Read more... )

this weekend was kind of weird... i say that becuase I'm not used to having fridays off, so I constantly am having 3 day weekends. for the first time ever i did work on friday and saturday, i got done everything that is due monday and tuesday... i'm ahead for once. i only did it becuase i have to outline a pretty big paper for wednesday and I don't ( Read more... )

i'm going to be an ra next year. i'm wicked excited. for some reaosn I really wanted this. it's not just the fact that i will save about half of what I have to pay the school now, but i really think its going to be fun. being an ra is just one of those things i would love... cuz i'm weird ( Read more... )

so i had some really weird dreams last night... one really bad one about nick, a few about my mom, and then one about ashley. i dont know why i had this dreams but i wish none of the stuff i dreamt ever actually happens ( Read more... )

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so we are half way done february... which means i'm half way done one of my worst months. wooo ( Read more... )

i hate being upset and sad. i hate only seeing the bad in things. i feel like i'm wasting my life by frowning ( Read more... )

nick made me a mixed cd... i can't honestly say if i like it or not cuz i fell asleep half way through it last night. oops ( Read more... )