so, our Halloween party is tomorrow night, and i went out to get my costume today. yeah...but! it was a success! funny how i actually said, "yeah, right, because i'm just going to walk into a thrift store and find a faux fur coat just waiting for me in my size", and the first thing i saw upon entering Everything Goes was a faux fur coat, just ( Read more... )

the day i make a bold move and don't wind up second-guessing myself, i...i don't even know. i can't even imagine what that would feel like and what would come from it ( Read more... )

i could kiss him for hours, too. i could ( Read more... )

during the hour and a half i spent running my fingers through your dirty, pretty boy hair as you laid there with your eyes closed, all i could think was, "i could get used to this, i could want to." here's hoping your thoughts were at least somewhere close to mine. here's fucking hoping.

i realize now that i should have left this city the second i had the money and the freedom of knowing i had no real ties to anything here. i know a lot of people would try and argue otherwise, but sticking around never gets you anything good. at the very least, it never gets me anything good. if your gut tells you to get the fuck out of dodge, the ( Read more... )

these past two months have been nothing but bad news. all of this death and disappointment makes it hard to do much of anything productive, but i'm now in this position where i have no choice but to do what needs to be done and try my best to let shit roll off my back, but it isn't working out too well ( Read more... )

last night, i was high and watching The Rules of Attraction, and found myself wishing for snow. then, i realized it had been in the forecast! upon looking out my window, i realized i'd gotten my wish, so i got myself dressed and headed outside. originally, i was just going to stand in front of my house and smoke a cigarette, but once i got out ( Read more... )

can't say i didn't try. you only get so many chances to be straight with me. i can't play the fool for anyone, not anymore.

i am over having blonde in my hair, i've just been too lazy to dye it again. definitely have to do that before i go to Florida, though, 'cause something tells me i'm going to have awful hair all week, which will result in my wearing it up in a ponytail, and my roots go on forever, which isn't exactly cute. fuck, i think i may actually have to make ( Read more... )

i don't know who decided to be the coolest kid on the block and buy me a paid account, but that was super rad, so thank you times a million, whoever you may be. <333