I have been down way too long. I've had enough.

I feel my power returning and looked in the mirror and didn't like what I saw. I put my old Skid Row CD in and my fat ass went to town on my step machine. I am so pumped right now! *does my cheesy muscle pose*

I will not be "broken" any longer. My fears are melting away and I will be the person I am ( Read more... )

I have been struggling keeping a positive focus in my life for a while now. I have put on a little weight, I find myself down and crying more than I am happy and laughing, and I am just not me anymore ( Read more... )

I need to get back into writing here. So much has happened I don't even know where to begin. I just know right now I am very sensitive and emotional ( Read more... )

It's getting darker and darker as I sit here. We haven't had rain in a few days so the plants will be happy to get a break from the unbelievable heat we have been having. I hope it stops before this evening because my walk last night ended with me running up my street trying to beat my son on roller blades. I WON but had a head start. lol The ( Read more... )

The kids have started back to school and I have projects planned I hope to accomplish. I've become very lazy and I think it's because I stopped setting goals. I just gave up and lived one day at a time. My life has become cluttered and chaotic and I can't stand that. Little by little I will rebuild and dig my way out of this depression.

I haven't logged in here in a very long time. I ran out of things to say. Nothing really seems to matter anymore.

We had a blast yesterday! The big jumpy thing was delivered at 10 and the neighborhood kids were here ready for it. I have a small backyard with many trees so it was a tight fit. My husband actually had to get on a ladder and trim some branches. LOL

I thought the kids would worn out before the friends from school ever showed up... but they all ( Read more... )

I'm having one of my low energy, body ache, had to take an Imitrex in the middle of the night days. My sister will be in town by 2 and I have to leave and go to Orlando by 4 for my husbands family cook out. Then home to get everything together for my daughters party. The big jumpy thing will be delivered by 10am and even though the kids from school ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I got a great surprise today. One of my and my husbands best friends from college found us by doing a google search on my hubby. We lost touch and have missed him so much. My hubby and I can't stop squealing like little school girls.LOL How cool is it to be found by a great friend from the past? He is also in advertising, but plays in a ( Read more... )

I got a letter asking me to be on the Making Strides against Breast Cancer Planning Committee. I am torn and trying to make up my mind about this is going to stress me out more. I am ruled by guilt! I love to volunteer... but I haven't handled pressure too well lately. I really have to think about this. Last year I raised money and walked with my ( Read more... )