it's making me nervous to be away from Dan and home for so long. i think that this is the last time that im going to be able to come down to Tucson because the baby's due date is getting so close. i keep getting all afraid that im going to go into early labor or fall on my stomach or something with Dan two hours away. it's been fun to visit and see ( Read more... )

im in Tucson for CDO graduation and its craziness! it's kind of weird to be coming back and seeing people that i haven't seen in a long time. but it's been fun because i visited Shannononon and Christian at Spencer's and have hung out with Jilly a bunch ( Read more... )

so we're in the process of moving! we should be completely moved by this Sunday, but then I have to clean the old apartment. which will be especially fun since the cats keep puking all over the carpet ( Read more... )

it's hard to look back. i read through almost all of my old diaryland entries the other day. i couldn't help but cry. god, was that really me? i just feel like such an idiot for wasting so much of myself and my life on who i was and how i acted and what i did back then. and as much as i try to forget what it felt like to be that me, it all came ( Read more... )

so we had our last Prepared Childbirth class last night. it was funny because when we were doing the different positions for labor, i was laying on my side, and Jade was kicking my side that was facing up a bunch (it's weird because you can see it), so Dan put his hand there and she pushed right up against his hand. she's already Daddy's little ( Read more... )

the bank pisses me off. somehow, im being charged $30 for something that came out of fucking nowhere. and they can't even tell me what it is being charged! what the hell kind of bank is that?! i should have almost $40 in my account and all of a sudden i have almost $10. this does NOT make me fucking happy. and it's appearing like a check payment ( Read more... )

i suck.

im getting sick of being pregnant. i just always feel so huge and uncomfortable. i can barely sleep, i can't walk around for too long without my feet swelling, i can't even sit in front of the TV without having to constantly change positions or take tylenol for my back! im just ready for the baby now. im so glad that we're moving soon. so i can ( Read more... )

i feel like such a bitch.

im like a turtle. bad things happen when i lay on my back for too long ( Read more... )