The trip i just took was so bad. I never imagined that i would get treated the way i did. Not by him... he's supposed to be different. Supposed to be nice... no matter what happens to us.. and he's not. I don't think he knows how to be my friend... not after all that we have been through. I can't put myself through all the torture that i have ( Read more... )

i think it would be best if i just went home

Im going to florida today =) i get to visit martin... i dont know how this trip is going to turn out... as martin would say " im not a fortune teller" ... so im hoping that this trip goes well.

ill write more later on... tata!

Why does everyone get so worked up about where their life is going when in reality you can make it go wherever you want to ( Read more... )

So, when martin moved i thought i would be ok. I wasn't, i missed him more then ever and i still do. He visted me and i visit him and i thought everything was fine. We talked about getting an apartment together when we were both financially able.. and we still are. I just hope he doesn't start to think that's its not worth it. He probably won't i ( Read more... )

i cannot feel anymore. why does this happen to me? how can i make the hurt stop?

so, i think i just suffer from depression ( Read more... )

I have been in a mood lately. Quiet, and just in pain. My days are as dark and lonely as my nights. I can't seem to understand where i go wrong with myself. Is it me? Am i repulsive? It seems as though i am doomed to walk around this earth alone ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things i can deal with but for some reason when it comes to women i have a serious problem. The fact that im a girl doesn't help me either because i just don't understand sometimes why girls do the things they do. how can you live with yourself when you decieve the only person you thought cared for you they way you want others to ( Read more... )

Ok so the other day i took my 3rd trip on a plane to come here, Florida, and it's not just because i deserve a vacation but i wanted to visit family and friends. As i was sitting on the plane waiting for it to take off for 2 and a half hour adenture this man sitting next to me started in with his thoughts about how the plane was safe and the ( Read more... )