She's acting weird again. The way she did a few months ago when she was ignoring me. I don't know why. Maybe she's acting this way so I won't like her.

There's a part of my mind, my soul, if you will, that feels inspiration. There's a woman who inspires me in so many different ways. She's like my muse. She's a brilliant artist and human being. Her essence, and her work, constantly inspires me. But unfortunately, her work is inspired by another man--her ex. They fell in love in the midst of her ( Read more... )

We went to the beach.


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Two of my lead actors just backed out, so I have to push everything back once again. I'm going to try and arrange another casting call. Hopefully people will show up, and hopefully I'll find the right people for the roles. And hopefully they'll have free time to devote to the project. It would seem that the movie gods really don't want this to ( Read more... )

So I was kind of bored earlier tonight, when I saw a bulletin from Shannon proclaiming "party tonight!" I went to Shannon's, Corey's, Jenny's, and Jacob's apartment short thereafter, to find myself the only one there. The party was very spur-of-the-moment, and on a Sunday night, so the turnout didn't seem it would improve. We were watching Drillbit ( Read more... )

She called me out of the blue yesterday, and asked me if I wanted to hang out with her. She also apologized for the she she's been acting toward me. So we hung out, and it was really nice. All the tension and awkwardness was gone, and everything was back to normal. We watched an obscure, but awesome Robert Downey (Sr) movie called Rented Lips, ( Read more... )

She rejected me and then said "It's cool. I'm not going to hold it against you. It happens. Yes, we're still friends." There was a party last night at Roscoe's. She completely ignored me the entire time. No hello, no goodbye. If we were left alone together, she'd look me in the eye, and leave the room. She came over tonight to watch the rough cut ( Read more... )

She said no. She said she's still in love with her ex, and that it wouldn't be fair. She said she wouldn't hold it against me, and wants to get to know me better, but only as a friend. Why do I keep meeting and liking girls like this? There's always a major complication. Am I a fool for being friends with every girl who's ever dumped me or shot me ( Read more... )

I asked her out. She said she'd think about it. I'm so nervous.

She came over ( Read more... )