Love addicts give a disproportionate amount of time, attention, and value to the person to whom they are addicted. This value is above the value they place on themselves. The focus often has an obsessive element about it ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here realizing that what has happened , was suppose to - You are a good man , you got me through a lot of rough times , and now I have to let you go. I am sure this is all talk , but it is how I want to feel , maybe if I tell myself long enough I will believe it. .. the Truth is , I really liked you , but the edges that didn't fit ( Read more... )

I can't belive it still hurts more than it did before , i have never been through anything like this, and i have been through a lot worse ,... it is just that this is the last in a long line of shit , and now the pity party is god damn complete , but there is no one left to join the party. - I have made a fool ofmyself chasing after you wanting you ( Read more... )

Thank you wellbutrin , thank you

God doesn't give you anything that you can't handle , my Mom used to say, she also used to say , that I would never be alone. She said that God managed to put people in her life right when she needed them - When her first husband died she had her mother , when her mother died she had my father , when my father died she had me. I wonder if she ever ( Read more... )

I swear you dissapoint me for a living , if i let on that something might be something I want to do you fucking smell it and change your mind . I am so tired of you hurting me ! Go away I hate you !

I'm tired. It has been a full week since Rob moved out , and everyday sucks worse than the day before , because i realize that its not a game , he is not coming back - he doesn't want to. and i've got to build a new life again. i miss him , i honestly do. i hope he misses me too.

Rob finally moved out Saturday , it was a wierd day , his step dad came and helped , and we "fought" over letting each other have everything , that is , I wanted to give everything I own to him, and he wanted to give everything he owned to me - it was bitter sweet. I don't know why he is doing this , but a little relief has followed - the relief is ( Read more... )

When my mother died , I kept saying the entire world is still going and my world has stopped. - STOP WORLD ! Don't you know something very sad has just happened ( Read more... )

I am feeling quite numb today and is GREAT. I am all about some numb. I'll take it. I am sure all the stages will come and go , but I'll take this one for a moment.