this journal has been retired. if you feel so inclined to continue to follow my life you may do so here: roguexrobot.blogspot.com
otherwise,
keep breathing
keep living
keep searching
keep pushing on
keep bleeding
keep healing
keep fading
keep shining on...

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i rly think my head is going to explode.

regardless...the first 5 days of summer have been amazing.

i have a lot to update on but i've been considering something before i do ( Read more... )

if you were curious about what big decision it is that i have to make it's regarding school. yesterday i got my official acceptance into the hofstra school of education program (i got accepted to the school in general a month or so ago) the other day i got a letter from adelphi saying i got accepted to the school, education program, and theyre ( Read more... )

I have a life altering decision to make asap.
No pressure or anything.
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Fuuuccckkkk

my life is really good. i hate when i feel the need to complain about things. granted there is a few things i'd love to change but some of it is beyond my control and some of it will change on it's own in due time ( Read more... )

( imagine if this was real?! lolol )

I have so much shit just piled up in my head and no way to get it out when I'd like to which is right now. Last night was a pretty big deal for me but at the same time I feel like I should be reacting more emotionally to it but I'm apathetic about it...I've been. I feel like I have more to say but I don't know how to accurately express it, not to ( Read more... )

last night me, tim, andrew, meghan, matt, and 2 other girls i didn't know but were nice went to some random spot on the north shore. we parking in some sketchy dirt lot and walked through the woods using our cell phones as flashlights making jokes about how mr. ecko was going to emerge from the woods with his walking stick (lol@lost jokes). ( Read more... )

( ladies and gentlemen, now introducing the star of our show... )