i'm realizing what a long time it's been since i've contributed anything to this site. most of the people on my friends list probably don't even know i'm there. i do read almost every day though. which i guess is pretty creepy when you think about it.

anyway. i'm moving over to apartment so it doesn't get hijacked from lack of use. i've added pretty much ( Read more... )

things have been weird lately ( Read more... )

so my birthday came and went & i don't feel any older
license tomorrow if i pass. that would be nice.
i think my car should be done by wednesday/thursday
...that would be nice too.

bang saturday...
hopefully j. isn't there.

i have no energy or enthusiasm for anything anymore.

there has been so much disappointment in my life lately. in the last year, i wasted 8 months on a boyfriend who lied to me about the way he felt, and isn't too worried about how i am or the way i'm feeling at all. i met a lot of people who pretended to care about me. and most of the people who i have called my best friends for years now, don't seem ( Read more... )

i don't get into bed until early into the morning, so that sleep comes right away. so that thinking about you isn't an option. and still, every night you're in my dreams. i open my eyes feeling like i've just seen you. i open my eyes feeling like we aren't strangers anymore. and then i wake up and realize that today is just like yesterday, and the ( Read more... )

oh man. i laughed harder yesterday than i have in a long time ( Read more... )