So I felt like I lost my life today. I was finally able to sit down with christy and talk to her. Come to find out she has been wanting to talk to me for awhile to. We come to the conclustion that we both need time apart. She never gave herself time to get over Candi and that's what she needs. I just never gave myself time and I jumped into a ( Read more... )

So Christy went to hang out with Candi tonight while I'm at school. Am I okay with that?...Yes, I think I am. I'm realizing that in order for this relationship to work I'm going to have to let her be who she is and I'm okay with that. I'm not sure what to think about the poem she put in her journal today. It doesn't sound like it's about me. ( Read more... )

So maybe it's a bad thing to read your girlfriends journal. I mean I already know how she feels about everything that has happen in the past but to actually read it, sucks. I feel heart broken because I know I hurt her in ways no one could ever imagin. I don't want to say that I would ever change what happen because I don't feel Christy and I ( Read more... )

I'm not sorry for the things I've done in the past. They have brought me here to where I am. They have made me the person I am and I'm happy. I hold the girl of my dreams in my arms every night and It's the greatest. I wouldn't trade my life for the world. I've never known what It felt like to be loved my another person but Christy has shown ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I miss my girlfriend. I know I get to see her tomorrow but I wish I was with her right now. She's so great ( Read more... )

I miss my baby! It's so hard to walk away from her when I have to go to school. It's something I guess I have to do. Lately all I can think about is moving in with her. We talked about it last night and I know it's not something that's going to happen real soon. Right now I know I'm just not reliable i guess you could say. I don't go to work ( Read more... )

So Christmas was great. I gave Christy her ring and she loved it. I knew that's what she had been wishing for. Between my grandma, mom, and dad I ended up getting around $1000. It was awesome. Although I spent in in a matter of a week. I bought lots of new clothes for Christy and I, plus we had a great time doing it. We wanted to go to ( Read more... )

So Christmas is saturday. I'm so excited. I can't wait to give Christy her christmas present. Can't say what it is though cause she could read this. Anyway, so last time I was on here a wrote about how every month I'm going to have to deal with Candi. Well, that's not a problem anymore. Christy took her phone back so now we don't ever have to ( Read more... )

So after I got out of school last night I found out that Christy had talked to Candi. She told me Candi said she was basically just using Christina and that she wasn't really happy with her. It makes no since because Candi is the one who broke up with Christy. She's lost her mind. Things got a whole lot better with Christy and I last night ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how to start this out. I'm so scared I'm going to lose Christy but then again I'm not. She promised me that she was mine and no one would ever come between us and I believe her. There's just something in my head that keeps me think she's trying to see Candi. This has only been going on for the past two days though. For some reason ( Read more... )