So for two days my stomach and bowels were quite upset...this morning i finally woke to a normal stomach...but now full on cold. sneezing stuffy nose, coughing. this is very unusual for me and it sucks because i was supposed to game tonight and was looking forward to it but i know i should be responsible and stay home and get some rest. i only hope ( Read more... )

Life is sometimes strange and I don't know how to really handle it. Chickens.

I know what I should do. I know I can't bring myself to do it. I know I am being unfair to myself yet, I feel like I deserve this. I don't know how to deal with the situation at hand, I only know it fucking hurts and I am confused. I don't want to feel this way anymore, I don't want him to leave. He has mostly good reason to leave though. I feel ( Read more... )

yay! life at the moment is good.

bah!!!!!!!!! i am so anxious for this freaking semester to be over and to get a job and join a gym and get healthy not to mention sexy. everyone will be a zombie for my love.

my nails are short and pink. i am tired and sort of relaxed. i wish i had money with which to get gas to use to drive to maple grove to bring someone lasagna. yes an hour and a half for lasagna. but alas no $$$$ shit that may not buy happiness but will sure as shit rent it...yeah that stuff. i think i have maybe forgotten what it looks like. boo. ( Read more... )

I knew he still cared, he finally caved. Even though I knew he still cared it was quite a shock. Still is, but I feel whole again and normal so that is nice, not to mention even though he is a dope he is my dope and it's why I care for him. I dunno. I am taking next semester off for those of you who care. I need time to recoup my financial ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing ( Read more... )

it's everyday/it's the way you lay beside me/inside me/it's the silly faces you make/the way you take me away to another place/when i look at your face/when you rant about things i can't understand and i learn to ask questions that leave impressions of you in my mind/it's a time/you scare me with your intesity and sensibly i can't i agree with you/ ( Read more... )

I slept until 1 today. It was kind of amazing.