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Ok then
Well things suck but I am ok now. I cried a lot last night which is something I have been doing a lot lately but last night it really rocked and helped I think. I am still upset and hurt and confused but I am also am thinking in a more clear and less pathetic manner and I know I deserve someone who can admit to himself he cares about me and show it ( Read more... ) -
Jaded
Why do men who care about a girl and know that they have a great thing..leave her? Why are they so afraid to be happy? What the fuck is wrong with commitment? How could he fuck some other girl with the condoms I bought? Why can't someone treat me the way I deserve to be treated? Why do I constantly go for these jaded idiots who can't be happy? Don' ( Read more... ) -
poem from what seems like forever ago...but only a couple weeks.
Sitting on the floor/ Shaking up against the door feeling like I might fall over/ I'm drunk/ You look uncomfortable/ I feel like a whore pathetic/ You seem sympathetic until I question you/ Would you like to ignore me pretend I'm not here, can you admit that you're like me dreaming in fear/ This fever this tear for what could have been/ But you can ( Read more... ) -
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nobody comments on my posts... =( -
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I hurt for those who fell ( Read more... ) -
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hello LJ...i am eating an apple and its kind of sourish tarty so i am eating it slowly. that is all. -
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posty posty...anyone wanna contribute money to the Kaydee has none fund? -
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for anyone who cares: mah birfday is august 26th which is a sunday so those of you that love me should take off the 25th and the 26th for my birthday and maybe rsvp or something even though i am not entirely sure i know what rsvp means other than i would like to be informed if you think you will be attending the party. when and where it is...not ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Who's in your neighborhood
How well do you know your next-door neighbors ( Read more... ) -
can't sleep
sometimes i get sad that i miss out on so much. it's strange not being around for certain things and even stranger that these things keep happening. i try to tell myself i am better off but sometimes i really wonder. i know in the end i am happy with where i am at but i still sometimes wish that i wasn't the one who dissapeared. sometimes i wish i ( Read more... )