write a bunch of poetry and know exaclty what it was i was feeling and how the hell i was going to say it. now, i don't. i wonder what changed and how and why and are we just growing up to grow out of our passions?

i think mother nature decided to skip over spring and bombard us with the hot summer sun for an extra month or two. thank you, mommy naytch, thanks. i am so refreshed and alive lately. every now and then, when i stop to just think, or look at the trees or even the way the walls meet the ceiling at interesting angles, i am overwhelmed with a calming ( Read more... )

life is good still. i'm transferring to umass amherst in the fall and will be living in an apartment with corey and a girl named zara, who i met last weekend and seems very nice and fun. i can't wait to buy groceries and pay bills like an adult. does that make me crazy? i have about four weeks left of the year, then its home to workworkwork. ( Read more... )

i don't have (m)any bad days anymore. all the teenage angst i've ever felt has managed to escape through time. it seems like within this year (since september) i've come to love myself and the choices i make more completely than i ever have before. i love who i am. i love thinking about who i will become. what i will do. where i will be. who i will ( Read more... )

some nights i really like it here.

SUMMER, ANYONE?!

post edit: i suppose spring needs to come before i get too overzealous in my want for summer. so, spring fun and romance will also suffice. i would just like the snow to be gone.

people are obsessed with the glamour of the city, and i think its gonna turn a few bad. that saddens me. more importantly, the main point of this entry: every single time i go to the bathroom (this isn't even an exaggeration), the same kid is drinking water from the bubbler. is he just ridiculously thirsty all the time? or, does he prefer tap over ( Read more... )

as i get older, i notice myself becoming progressively more annoyed and upset at the immaturity of my peers. i have come to realize that there will always be people above and below my level of intelligence, but most of the things that truly annoy me lately have nothing to with a measure of intelligence. it simply comes down to the fact that so many ( Read more... )

mary heline, corey gates, elyse leblanc, marissa rauer, and allyson tetreault ( Read more... )

a lot of the time i wonder if my life is the way it is simply because i never pushed any other options. for four years, high school was defined as preparation for college. so we attended and we performed when we felt like it and we managed to get it all done and graduate, and we were handed a diploma which really should have read: we've lied; your ( Read more... )