so things are looking up, thanks for your prayers... the past couple days at work have been good and slow, only 1/2 as busy as normal... plus i got to spend time with Chris, and we had lots of fun the past couple days, and doing pretty good with purity still... i went to a gurls bible study was exicted at first, thought i could get to know some " ( Read more... )

Lets see, i don't know how im doin? i guess overall things are going good. Ive been gettin in wierd depressed moods frequently, i guess thats normal just happening more often now, id say daily or every other day... i think its my job, not being around people to build relationships with... im trying to stick it out till June though so i can move ( Read more... )

ok i haven't been on this in a lil while and really im suppose to be doin homework so i don't have time to read and make comments on anyone else yet... just wanted to say thanks for all your prayers. Ive been doing really good... thanks deanna for always talking to me on the phone when im board and lonely, i appreciate it so much. Thanks for ( Read more... )

hmm today is my birthday, im 22 now, how crazy is that? i guess my life is going in a good direction. Last night chris and i met my parents in St. Augustine at Red Lobster and had dinner with them, that was really nice, but i was soo tired i was kinda out of it... I don't really want to put my problems up here, b/c everyone see's them comming, and ( Read more... )

yeah i just updated my blog on myspace... basically im ok, but ive felt really unfulfilled lately and its b/c i have no change in my life... im living such a routine of laziness and relying to much on chris etc... so pray for me to get discipline I REALLY NEED IT SO BAD, in all areas of my life... hopefully i will start tonight with devotions and ( Read more... )

im doing well... um chris surprised me yesterday... when i got home he had made my bed and decorated my room a bit... he got me a gift certificate to a store in the mall and some nice lip gloss 3roses and a soft pink pellow, and my room smells like him now... mmm... yeah i know im so blessed... im really trying to show him how much i appreciate him ( Read more... )

so im doing pretty good. just been kinda overwhelmed by how much i don't know. It kinda sucks being a christian, knowing in my heart and head that this is right, this is the way, this is what everyone needs, but than being so ill equipt to defend and stick up for christianity. Being like Jesus is what a christian is suppose to be, to reflect his ( Read more... )

yea chris and i are back together, we are going to make an effort to work on our relationship, we are goin to read this christian couples book togher about understanding eachother and how to deal with conflict etc.. he is also going to listen to "men are from mars, woman are from venus" i listened to that tape today and it addressed the very issues ( Read more... )

today im doing really well. I spent 100 at the christian book store today, got 5 worship cds so i can focus more on God and be uplifted and 2 books, one on understanding men, and one on being the woman God created me to be. Reading the understanding men book, ive realized ive done alot of things wrong, even though i kinda knew it, i didn't really ( Read more... )

so yesterday was rough we talk about breaking up or making it work... finally we decided to try to make it work... we would both seek God more, i would get more active in pursuing relationships with girls at chruch, i would stop acting jealous, and we would talk about a new way to settle issues, instead of getting defensive and arguing, and we were ( Read more... )