Oh the dreams I've been having lately. Last night I dreamt that I attended some party and ran into Bishop from Alien. He wouldnt let me ride this weurd carousel ride that moved around like the tilt a whirl. He said that only girls could because they attracted business so i get frustrated and am instantly home. Theres a knock at the door and its ( Read more... )

Sick as shit from all this pollen. Claritin isn't doing anything. Feel really wierd unsure why? Wish bad things would stop happening to people i care about. Still confused but, dead center about what I want. There are plenty of people to thank for that.

I really can't take an animal dying or suffering. Last night I was up pretty much the whole night. My dog couldnt even lay down he was afraid of dying. I watched his eyes slowly close as he got weaker and weaker. Couldnt stop crying. He didnt want to go. I finally past out and woke up at 5 am he was still fighting. We took him outside at six ( Read more... )

All Im really trying to do is get back to who I was before all of this. Then start all over again. I think Im doing pretty well all these changes have actually made it a lot easier. Im really trying to go overseas again. I need to start looking for a second job so I can make that possible. Im trying to go on this Iceland/Russia excursion in ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to come out of my funk. I went out and got my gym membership today. Called a few places to check on apartments. Some things seem more obvious than others and I should take them as such instead of questioning if they really are. I'm just not worried anymore after a short nights sleep last night. I came up with the conclusion ( Read more... )

Found a Roomie. Now I need to find a place. That place on Wolf Street was a total shit hole. Yeah this week was stressing but i feel like i got a lot accomplished. Tommorow im going to get a membership and once again Ill be lifting with charles at 6 am. Man this is going to be hell but i cant wait to get that body back. Ate at Brian's ( Read more... )

Slept like a brick last night. I really wish I had a camera because all I want to do is have something to remember things by. Buying a camera is new to me ( Read more... )

Its over. I guess thats all i can really say. I cant say anything else i just have to go through this and move on.

Im pretty tired of childish petty high school drama. Get used to it. Fuck you.

What a year all the way to the end. Tons of experiences. Over all a life lived. Looking forward to this year ( Read more... )