barbwire horses
and red windows painted gold
the feeling of a ciggerette
stuck to your lips in the cold
clouded winter moons
and the summer sky
the breeze on your back porch
reminded me of every lie
the secret tellings of missletoe
the rosmary leaf bubbling 
in the watery stew

lights that flicker when you turn them on
old box fans that need a spin to start
wood ( Read more... )

my hair is starting to get longer which makes me super happy. i cut the sides and back so i won't have the mullet going on. i'm not sure about dreads yet again....it would be the third time in my life afterall...but when i'm being honest with myself everytime i have grown my hair out i just naterally start letting/making my hair dread so we'll see ( Read more... )

(this is a song, so rhyming is off in written form, sorry, soon to be recorded for my aquaberries band, it's about rebecca ocean. i have been thinking of her it seems ( Read more... )

ha, thanksgiving was good. eat turkey and everything across the spectrum in the first time in a long time. i felt alittle high from my meds though ha. which was funny to spraw on my grandma's couch and watch them all talk about football feeling all light headed and shit. i'm just not used to it yet. that was the first day i felt anything i think ( Read more... )

so, as of about two hours ago i am offically one of the millions of americans taking anti-depressents. zoloft to be specific. the mildest. i really hope it calms this brain of mine. i still am not so sure how to fee labout all this. but the docter visit went well. the nurse was a beautiful girl. so nice too....i felt alittle embarresed talking to ( Read more... )

put coins upon my eye lids ( Read more... )

weird place in life right now ( Read more... )

you are the deamon in my stomach, my chest, my head ( Read more... )

nameste yoga that's on the fit tv channel at like 130 am on saterdays is the hottest thing i've ever seen ha. it is so outright, three girls in tight cloths and sports bras doing yoga with this sensaul, soft, and yoga sounding voice of a women narrating every posture and pose. i try to do the yoga but most of it is extremly challenging, but mostly ( Read more... )