saw some good movies recent that effected me some and wanted to mention....i saw y tu mama tambian....i cant spell in english so spanish? i ain't got a chance... a long time ago i think but i m pretty sure i was like uber stoned so i watched it the othe rnight and i loved it much more. so sad but i mean......happy in a way too...... seems liek the ( Read more... )

theres crowds gathering everyday ( Read more... )

ah it was fun. glad we played. people were around nacy's apartment listening, not all right up by us but it was cool with me. devon listened alot and got more peopel to come and clap and shit and said he enjoyed us which is good to hear from another musician of that caliber. we played well and i was kinda in a corner so i couldn't 'dance' real well ( Read more... )

i'm really full of conflict these days, actaully, ever since sometime in sixth grade.....but it always goes away for a couple years and then back....but it's back ( Read more... )

so future perfect has a show next saterday at nancy's birthday which is tight. i get to show off with my fuckin boys ha. i was excited today at practice and jumping up and down literally and falling over sean's old car seats that are in his basment by my "space" i've been assigned. we got six songs: good morning (has probally the best guitar lines ( Read more... )

finnaly haha. it was like two months ago..


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call me stupid ( Read more... )

today was tight in a way ( Read more... )

when you find out  that what makes you happy
is somthing you lost a long long time ago
your stomach will moan and snap
every inside you have like brittle bones
like the fingers of a crumbling statue
you will become more like dust
and the first thing to touch you
will be what destroys you at your crux

and in the summer
the small insect birds hum
as they ( Read more... )

im not regreting these locks of love at all. yesterday at work i heard rage against the machine and bob marley and i realized that i had forgot that feeling. like in buffalo solider when he says "dreadlock rasta" and everyone looked at me like "yeeeeaaaah" i love it. and the stares at the gas station. such a feeling of opurtunity and we listened to ( Read more... )