as i said, my dreads are in pretty much, still lots of work and i need the fucking wax to get here for a couple of the dreads and my tool for loose hairs. they look.........okay.......but i know as much as any one that dreads are a proccess and i am not about to give up on them. they are fatter than my old ones but not mass fat. i was goign to make ( Read more... )

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so i decided last night at about three in the morning i am going back to all locks. i was feeling around my head realizing if i wait much longer my hair is going to be more than tangled and be matted i na way that won't be too cool. and since i'd be a lier if i said i would wash and brush my hair to save it, dreads are my option. really, this is ( Read more... )

a little girl sits and waits
for me to pass through her wooden gate
and the forests all run wild
only to be all cut down
it's just another life
amoung all the others
one  to live and forget
once the you've emptied every barrel into it

the life is gone from that life that for a moment
seemed like life for the first time in all your life.
but ill let it go,
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yesterday was pretty ridiculous. i woke up with a headache from the night before. sucked but ya know. went to band practice, well picked up keith about forty minutes late ha. then got to practice adn ben was there trying to get his car far enough away from a drive way. a small dilema ha. i can't even spell that. just kidding any way.

sean's dad was ( Read more... )

you've never lived by the stars
never thought they desearved your heart
i live by great names
who have not even dust left in thier graves
i've sat in my car and watched a light change green
and then red again caught in some day's dream
picked a flower, put in someone's hair
and said no one understands or cares
you said every thing has sides
even a circle if ( Read more... )

just before a storm in summer is one of my faverite times. i was taking the garbage out and rain drops were falling real light, the side walk was still as white as in midday sun ya know? i could hear the thunder rolling about the caverns of the clouds jsut miles off and i was just enjoying imagination. i'm so glad the writer in me stil lhas the ( Read more... )

pretty sad that today my mom said "wow you look less bony and pretty good" and you wiegh yourself and you wiegh 121.4 pounds haha. and you're 21...and 5'11 or 10 or something. whatever.....i feel better, been eating more and i swear i weighed more than that like a week ago but for some reason i was doing my yoga this morning, my parents were gone ( Read more... )

so our band is full again and doing very well. keith and I hashed it out friday and yesterday as well as him and sean wedsday and yesterday. we had practice with everyone yesterday and it was really fucking tight. which reminds me that i have to call my cusin about recording pronto. we are ready. karl really has the songs down now and they are ( Read more... )

the world is really amazing. i jsut saw a guy do a front flip on a bmx and heard a news report about 150 missles hiting isreal today, and after everyone isreal traced the source in seconds nd then aimed there artillery at the point in minutes. yesterday i watched a show about a boat that broke through ice of the anartic and explored some of the ( Read more... )