hmm, i didnt make it  year being completely drug free. sucks. still have goals of making this year much better than last year in my mind and for my mind so i am keeping the straight arrow flying towards an anual de libre. haha. my attempt as some basterd spanish from latin. i jsut watched the fifth elemnt in spanish. that is my number one action ( Read more... )

everytime that you go out at night ( Read more... )

woke up about one feeling very strange. not knowing what i did the night before for some reason ( Read more... )

"just come back and lay down... you look so sad sitting ( Read more... )

so the otherr night, saterday i beleive, hung out with lily and went to habel's party. it was tight to see everyone. when we got there we sat outside the party for awhile. not sure why now but it was tight. we watched hal park ha. then margot came and we went it. saw a bunch of people that i haven't been around with for awhile. i was talking to dan ( Read more... )

it's always so easy to see ( Read more... )

it's always so easy to see
that she is never where she wants to be,
ive imagined pushing our bodies into sand,
making small fissures in the dark wet land
and the waves coming up to smooth it all out, perfectly again,
but it's just a dream, just  a boy's little scheme,
because that's not where she wants to be

another land she's seen but one or twice
where ( Read more... )

it seems to me so hard ( Read more... )

i saw you waving your arms around ( Read more... )

yesterday was ridiculous in how little i did. i'm sick, but still. that day might as well not existed for me. but im sure mass other people did some really cool stuff so ill wont curse it completely.

im sick in some strange way right now. my stomach is like.........sore. two nights ago i didnt sleep but maybe an hour it hurt so bad. i contimplated ( Read more... )