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amaranthine
I have been emptying out for months now. Very noticeably reaching a point of total and raunchy meaninglessness. The rocky rock bottom, if you will. I may not be bad off... like I feel. It is likely just what needs to be happening. But, I am doing it. As much as I can, I am aiding the process... remaining under the assumption (having faith) that it ( Read more... ) -
Beware
Coughing up lumps of green, yellow and brown has begun. I urge you to stay far away. Unless you are taking care of me, in which case... you should come home. -
ha-ha-ha hardly working
on second thought, maybe not. but i am already here ( Read more... ) -
into a body i once knew
start to cry, stop yourself. i wish i hadn't that power.. wish being was less uphill. wish i could ride on a radio transmission forever, with the satellites and angora strain guitar chords. i was. if these things make your heart burst, i feel it. feel mine. deeper dear, inside myself than i can stand. rise from miles under myself, into myself. into ( Read more... ) -
trolly lolly
My shrimp tails look like old lady fingernails ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
She was never much for facing up to certain realities, or being there when everyone assumed she should. I don't know the details i need to know about her life to write some crushingly cathartic memoir that will alleviate the need everyone has to just forget she was ever here. Just like a person, she saw faces in the knotted tree trunks. She ( Read more... ) -
A new way to say hooray for a non-alcoholic weekend.
I went to work today. Nothing feels right. I slept in this morning until about 11:30, then worked, then fell asleep again around 5:30 and woke up at 10:00. Now here I am, and I know you know what it's like... when irregular sleep can destroy your comfort and happiness... and you feel aimless and dirty, imprisoned in every layer of everything ( Read more... ) -
evening
When you're not in the shit, this town isn't so bad. -
Iced Bouy
I am so tired from the trip and the concert... I have no idea why I am still awake. I suppose that being this tired has lowered my spirits. I can't think of any other reason I might be feeling down, other than being back in this town ( Read more... )
