I am deleting this account. I lost my bestfreind because of this. She wrote some mean stuff. If I didnt have this I dont think it would have happend! Goodbye all

My dad will not get off my case about going to London! He wanted to send me there for a birthday gift. I want to go there to meet my cusin,but now is not a good time because there is so much drama going on in my life right now. I have been talking to my cusin on the internet. I finally got to talk to her on the phone alittle bit ago she seemed alot ( Read more... )

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Wow,what a long as weird crazy ass day! I havent slept at all I have been up now for about 30 hours so I have been very irritable. I had to go see my doc and pay some bills and fuckin bussiness tax. My rage was about to come out. It started when I went to a music store looking for a Deftones cd I was frustrated I knew they had it but I couldnt find ( Read more... )

Today I started therapy, with a bad attitude, and doubt. The session was very intense I was determined to not talk about my past, but she was able to really dig alot of info from my heart and soul. I cried and cried then I made her cry we went over by an hour. The rest of the day I felt emotionally drained and had to re live my past. I have been up ( Read more... )

I feel so lost right now. I have been raised to be christian by my mother and was taken to the catholic church by my my fathers side of the family since I was born. My life has been filled with guilt from the church and guilt from the family if I dont do everything the church says,or if I was bad as a child I would be told that I would suffer in ( Read more... )

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Hi all! Things have been crazy I havent had enough me time to write in here but now I have more ME time so here I am.I am beginning to feel like my mental illness is getting worse or I am seeing ghosts! The other night I was sitting in my livingroom with my dog. My dog was staring into my dining room and would not stop he was relly focused on ( Read more... )

Sorry it has been a long time since I have updated. I have has alot of ups and downs since, so I will just write about now. I am almost done christmas shopping 15 grand later lol! I had to hook my parents up good this year cuz they have been hooking me up for 28 years and it is the most successful year for our bussiness. I have been really ( Read more... )