I was just laying on my bed and I let myself fall backwards.  As I laid there I looked at the wall and noticed a small pushed in hole  that is not at all noticeable unless you're really looking for it.  I wondered for a second why I was there then it came back to me.  I was trying to fix something about 5 years ago and accidentally hit a pole into ( Read more... )

 walking down the street, a girl is feeling alone, thinking about life ( Read more... )

Today's been a bad day.  In fact, this week has been a bad week. Nothing seems to be going well for me.  I cry hysterically every single day.  I just hope that someday soon, everything will work out and i'll be happy. While sitting on my front stoop this evening, holding my head up with my hand, staring at nothing, a little boy comes toddling into ( Read more... )

I have a lot of thoughts running through my mind right now but I don't know the perfect words to express them.  Basically all I wanna write down is that everyone needs to appreciate the here and now.  I was just thinking about this time last year and how great of a day it was.  And I remember what my life was like each day and how I lived my life ( Read more... )

Here I am again, running away from the truth..

..just know that you move me like I've never been moved.

it's true.

my heart is now anchored to you.

i'm scared. i'm nervous. i'm happy.

My heart is beating faster.  Tears are falling onto my keyboard.  My stomach hurts.  My head is pounding with pain.  It is all so much.  Maybe too much.  Thoughts eating me up.  The war begins.  I didn't think this was as big as a problem as I have just realized.  In fact, I didn't think it was a problem at all.  Up until a little while ago I was ( Read more... )

fuck my life. nothing good ever happens. i cant deal with it anymore. who would wanna be around me or with me. im just depressing. give it a week and you'll be done with me. thats how it always goes. its okay im used to feeling shitty 24/7. i was just hoping it would change but i guess im not meant to be happy. its impossible to love somebody like ( Read more... )

i just wanna hold your hand.

Okay. How should I put this. Firstly I should say that inside me I knew this was going to happen. I was warned. I knew that I was nothing but then I began to believe that I was something. Wrong. All along I knew the truth but I prayed and I wished that things would change. After everything I did. I feel like such an idiot. Today I found out that I ( Read more... )