i'm 16 years old, and i've fallen completely head over heels in love. there is no other feeling like this. to spend every second of everyday thinking about one person. you don't even look at other girls the same because all you see is the one you love. i don't care if i sound mushy or whatever, you'd feel the same if it were you. you just know, ( Read more... )

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it's been a while since i've posted on here.

as most of you know my last gf dumped me but, i have a new gf. she's a zillion trillion times better. she's perfect. sure, most of you think perfect doesn't exist but, it does. perfect exists whenever she's in my arms.

some things have happened and i'm going back to chicago. good bye. thank you all so much for making my stay here in vegas a good one. i will miss you. good bye.

i thought no matter how many relationships i ruined, i'd never ruin my relationship with my friends. well, i have managed to fuck that up, too. i broke my word to my best friend in the world...now, he won't even talk to me. i feel so horrible. seems like something so small but, i lost one of the few people that ever trusted me...and i'm so bad at ( Read more... )

the tides of change have come for me again. they've sent me reeling into a completely different here and now. i've come to realize there is strength behind every tragedy that comes my way. i refuse to believe there is anything that can stop a person from being happy. any man who can look past the surface and find something to hang on to, a light to ( Read more... )

i think i may have lost her...the thing i care about most. the thing that got me through the day. the thing that got me excited just to go to lunch and see her. i think i lost her. it's just not fair when all you want to do is give her the world and it's just not good enough.

i don't really understand why she's been acting the way she has lately. i mean, i help her with her homework, i buy her little stuffed penguins just because i can, i take her to get food, i give her 300 dollar cell phones, i try as hard as i can to help her with her confidence and, nothing in return. what do i get from her? well, basically she ( Read more... )

ahhhh, winter break.

i've overslept once again...surprise surprise. thus, i've been home all day with far too much time to think and over analyze. this is my conclusion: i've been acting somewhat like an asshole lately, i don't really know why. it may have something to do with my sense of insecurity. it seems like shadows of the past constantly loom over my shoulder, ( Read more... )