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De Profundis, Changeling-Style
Sometimes I almost--almost, but not quite--miss the days when I was so unaware of how easily I can hurt people's feelings, when I blissfully did my own thing, damaging friendships left and right and being so casual in my relations with women, believing that nothing was wrong simply because so few people ever actually told me anything was wrong. ( Read more... ) -
Ever onwards through the fog...
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Note to self: Italian porn can be strange, even by your standards ( Read more... ) -
Crikey, I thought my Saturn Return was an ass-kicker?
40th birthday is nigh, in less than six days, and my mind is a whirling cyclone of contemplation. The path behind me strewn with rubble and half-hearted achievements, the path before me winding through a shrouded valley illuminated by a moon of uncertainty, and the ground upon which I presently stand seems more like quicksand than castlework. ( Read more... ) -
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A rather appropriate glyph for an English geek to mark a new chapter in life, don't you think?
(As an aside, I've mentioned this before but I've been using Facebook more often as of late, but I'm trying to re-establish a presence here as well. If you have a Facebook profile and are interested in keeping up with me there as well, you can find my ( Read more... ) -
Mind-forged manacles...
It's a special kind of Hell, to be highly intelligent, empathically sensitive, yet dysfunctional. Because you simply can't stop thinking and over-analysing your situation, and you understand all too well how your mind works and you know all too damn well that your perception is sometimes very distorted, but you also know that sometimes what you're ( Read more... ) -
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You know kids...seasonal depression really really sucks.
Particularly when you're dealing with seasonal allergies on top of it.
Forward I slog.
Really now, this half-state of existence is getting damn silly.
