I feel like if I don't make a commitment somewhere soon that the rest of my life will not end well. That, and the fact that everyone keeps telling me this. I don't know if they're right but since ryan, robbie and walter keep mentioning this to me, it is in me that this is true. But I can't just go anywhere, I want to go where God is strong and ( Read more... )

Please pray for my parents. My mom has poison ivy again and my dad is supposed to go in for an epidurmal for his back July 17th if it comes in. His back has been getting worse.

I feel so crappy. I have bronchitis. I've been sick since Sunday. I haven't gone back to school or work yet since spring break. I have a headache whenever I stand to my feet. My ears are so plugged that it hurts. I finally got my sense of smell back. As Jess found out I could smell anything last night. You know it would really suck to loose your ( Read more... )

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I feel so lost and forgotten about. I think God has forgotten to provide a body for me to belong to. Every church I go to I feel so out of place and akward. Maybe I don't belong anywhere. I thought I put trust in God to provide a place for me when it was the right time but that was years ago. I've been treading in open water for so long and it's ( Read more... )

I feel so unloved. Lord what does love look like? I am so sad and hurt from not being loved. Maybe I think love is something different then from what it really is. Is it just simply saying "I love you?" I feel like lately that's all it is. Is love spending time with someone? Spending money on them? Taking care of them? Helping someone when they ( Read more... )

Could Jesus ever say "no" to anybody? He's Jesus and I believe that He can say "no" but would He? Would He ever not heal someone? There are so many stories in the Bible of healing but are there any of Him saying "no I will not heal you." He kind of says it in Matt. 15:24 but then He still ends up healing the woman's daughter. The following verses ( Read more... )

Thank you so much Erin and Kathy for helping me edit my first english paper. I finally go it back today and I got a 4.0 on it. My professor really enjoyed reading it ( Read more... )

When God sent Jesus to die on the cross, the payment for slavery to sin was Jesus' death. We are no longer slaves to sin but of righteousness. A slave master whipps a slave when the slave is out of line or disobeys his master. We are punished by God when we sin but because of God's grace we are forgiven for our sin and are not put to death but only ( Read more... )

I view my self worth in accordance to how others treat me. If I am treated poorly by others including the ones closest to me then I don't see myself being of that great of value and vise versa. Also I see part of my self worth through what I am able to do. What part I am able to bring to a group or a relationship. If I am incapable of doing ( Read more... )