I feel like I am always facing new challenges. This time I'm facing up to four different challenges at a time. I feel like I am kicking butt at work showing everyone that I can and will handle this new position but when it comes to dealing with my family I am completely lost. And when it comes to spending quality time with friends and asking God ( Read more... )

Wow...I don't even know where I've been recently. I feel like I don't spend much time with anyone anymore. I think I'm spreading myself pretty thin. I don't spend much time with my mom, with Jess, Mike M or P, Jordan, Erin, Dave, Bina, Sara...I don't spend a lot of time with anyone anymore. I was sitting in the kitchen talking to my mom today and I ( Read more... )

One day.....

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I really just feel like God talks to me at the most random times and tells me things that aren't so important. But when it comes to the things that I deem important in my life, finding a box of klenx to blow my nose and wipe my tears isn't exactly high on the priority list but God thought that it was important. It just goes to show that our ( Read more... )

I think it's so funny that whenever us girls aren't getting along the guys end up getting involved. "Hey what's going on between you and so and so?" Last I knew we are supposed to be going to each other when we have a problem with one another but that doesn't work all of the time. What I think is even funnier is that satan pulls us girls away from ( Read more... )

So I talked to Jordan for about an hour tonight, he's so adorable. We switched work stories. Mainly I needed to talk to someone about my night at work lastnight, i was way too disturbed by it and I needed to talk to someone who would truely understand what I was talking about. I had an excellent talk with him though, he has such a soft heart, his ( Read more... )

I've really been struggling with my level of faith. I feel like (I really don't want this to be true, but of course it feels true) I don't have faith. I don't trust that God will speak to me. Not exactly that He won't speak to me at all, because I do get questions from time to time that pop into my head randomly that has to do with my spiritual ( Read more... )

To answer your question Dave...the one about if it is possible for a man to lust after his wife or vise versa, you need to figure out what definition of lust you are using. Webster defines lust as having a strong desire and other dictionaries define it as a strong sexual desire. When it was discussed lastnight, Kathy said that lust has a lot to do ( Read more... )

Tonight was really awsome. I'm so glad that Mike allowed me to be at his house tonight. I ended up seeing God do some amazing things with Dave and Jordan, and Mike's heart for both of them and the level of intimacy that he has with these other two men of God just blew me away. Jordan has the sweetiest heart, I have such a strong desire to get to ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I am actually excited to go back to Utica this week. I am so excited to be home too though. God is doing so many good things between me and the relationships that He has provided in my life. Now that the Utica kids know that they need to get their heads out of their butts and become the men and women of God that He ( Read more... )