I am terribly lonely right now.  I started dating again, especially after I discovered Adam dumped me for his ex ( Read more... )

I feel like a teenager who got her heart broken.  I feel stupid and erratic.  I will have great moments that I undermine myself by doing something like checking facebook. 

Sometimes I forget how horrible I ma and think all is right in the world.  Then I get a moment to myself and realize that I am just a big ole fuck up. 

So I was thinking today how friggin lucky I am for my experiences.  I am lucky for my friends.  I am lucky for the job I don't like ( Read more... )

Damned if I do.... Damned if I don't .....would love to just get rid of this depression

Depression sucks!

Feeling really friggin lonely right now.  No real reason other than the fact that the guy I am attracted to isn't attracted to me at all.

I feel like poop.  The guy I am into is totally not into me.  We still hang out and I enjoy it but he is at just friends.  I still want my own classroom.  I am just confusde and somewhat upset and do not know what to do about it

Good lord..I wan t to work now and it is so hard not to be working

Happy Thanksgiving!  There are a lot of things I am thankful for and not so sure I deserve but one of the things is great friends like you.