I wish a lot fo things.. One of them is a wish for clarity in my own brain.  I just feel lost. 

In between getting passed up for work  and the craziness at home having to do with grandma's stuff.  I feel realllly  insufficient.  I need to figure out a way to make dessert for 60, get a job, have my parents let go of me enough so I can move, and run a team that is so full of drama. 

So adding on to stressers is that my aunt died.  I am going up north and really excited about seeing my cousins.  I finally got the room painted from deep cave bordello red to mint green.  This means I am can finally start moving into the house.  Which is entirely exciting for me to even contemplate.  I am just concerned with my friendship with ( Read more... )

FYI...it is really fun to see relatives you haven't seen in at least 10 years covered in brown paint. Hug them heartily and THEN realize you are covered in not wet but still poo brown paint.  Much joy is to be had

YAYYY Tomorrow is workshops and we have a fence!

 3 days... 3 days...3 days...3 days.....I am the teachign zombie

Ever just knwo that you are messing up big time and not knwo hwo or what is going to happen?  I have that lovely feeling right now. 

Hey all this is my personal list fo things I am thankful for.

I am thankful for:

1. MY WW/PB homies I wouldn't have made it this far without the humor and loving you guys give
2. Still having a kick ass granny who is a complete lady who says the occasional snarky remark like...I am 94 and I can pick it up why can you?

3. Being able to stay with my ( Read more... )

My  identity has been stolen.  I feel like shit.  I have a parent that is driving me up a wall because she wants the team to be my life.  Oh and I am a moron. 

IT ISN'T DEAD!  My car is okayyyyyy!