Today at my training was the fucking Ms. Unierse pagent interviews... dear lord! You could tell the teachers by the people who were normal looking without entourages.

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I think this is totally cool so I have to share it with you. It is called Pandora.com. It is online radio that picks music by having you type in an artist or song you like (sorry no classical) and it looks at the composition of the music and finds similar music. If you really like the music it has links to amazon and itunes built in. The best ( Read more... )

I regret that I have been a bitch but I also needed to do it. I wish I oculd have some of the friends back that I used to have but I cannot unburn bridges. I need to attempt to build bridges and find new ways but what do you do when all the pieces of wood youa re finding are more matches?

I hate when I do this. I actually was happy for a week and a half. Then someone yelled about something that I was involved in but totally clueless about. That started my own self attack. I keep thinking about how I keep screwing up at everything I enjoy. I like school so I keep screwing up so I never finish. I like jump rope so I piss everyone ( Read more... )

This Saturday is going to rock and suck at the same time. The yayyness is that I get to see my friends who are brinnging their team to the competition. The badness is that I will be missing funness at the well and I have to ome up with some sort of performance between now and Saturday that won't involve my knee swelling up to a melon. The team ( Read more... )

I am like the poison for everything I enjoy. I think I aneed to try doing things I hate then it won't hurt when I suck at them

Trying to hide ( Read more... )

I think I need therapy

I keep isolating myself and then feeling llonely I am such a stupid fuck when it comes to this shit. I still don't really have people outside of my parents to hang with that I remember to call and I really really have no social life. I feel like the loser geek kid who has to stay home because she is sick. MAH! I wish I could afford therapy and ( Read more... )

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HANNUKA AND ANYTHING ELSE