when it rains it pours ( Read more... )

my grandmother died today. she's been ill for some time, so it came as no shock, but this feeling of loss is completely new to me. it's hard to see it this way, but i do consider myself lucky that i've gone through almost 23 years of life having lost only a cousin i barely knew ( Read more... )

for the first time since i got here i'm really feeling sorry for myself today-- see, i really am human.

i miss working with people i actually like, by the way.

i saw ted from queer eye on the street today and he had ugly socks on with his birkenstocks... and his boyfriend looked like a bald biker with better clothes...

i heart new york!

i've been watching too much sex and the city... it's been keeping me from caulking my bedroom floors so i can put things back up against the walls and it's instilling irrational dreams in my head... and making me cry a little bit, which is not usually what that show does to me...

in other news, things are great!

first day of work tomorrow...

here goes nothin'!

today, i secured a home and a job-- thinks are looking up

i have nothing to wear to my interviews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fucking summer in the city interviews... totally throwin' my game!

i had the strangest dream this morning that involved a guy who sat behind me in my shakespeare class fall semester... it was so random ( Read more... )

ugh, transferring info and pictures to a new phone before activating it is so aggravating...

but i have a fun new phone!