Yup, it's you.

OH GOD WHAT THE HELL AM GOING TO DO! GRAWWWWWWWW RAAAHHHHHHHHH! These are not rebound feelings, there real. I can't like her, she is Sarah best friend. I CAN'T LIKE HER! grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. what breed of jerk am I? I don't want to loose my friendship with her. That is what I most scared of. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Should I get say it and get it out? keep ( Read more... )

I hate this, I feel useless. I am a mess, and I did not sleep at all last night. I have to "be strong" but I don't want to. I want what I had, I don't want to lose it. my life was perfect, now I hate it.

So, I am in this funk. What is the cause of this funk? The amount of miles between my and Friends, and mostly Sarah. 90 miles is not the far I know, it is just something that I can do every day. Which means I can't be there for all the time, which makes me feel like a failure of a boyfriend. I want her to come here and never leave, or vise versa. ( Read more... )

So has facebook killed livejournal?

SOOOOO, I might have a job after tonight. working with my sister, serving people and all that jazz. which is cool because I need MONEY. don't worry I am not driving to it so I will make it there. sooo ummm yahhhhh.

-Mark-

See Kenny, it did not kill him. You will get that new ax, and all will be good. After all the dark world is your friend.

dood.

Why is no one hiring? doodah doodah ( Read more... )

I feel zapped of energy, and dull. I waste my days by just sleeping with that teddy bear, holding it close to me even when I wake up. Time has slowed down, it used to fly bye. When she calls me I feel happy once more and the days of this summer come back to me. I can't wait until we know when we can vist each other, it will end my self titled "emo- ( Read more... )

I need my Sarah. I really do.