i just need to update so that my last update isn't i hate life. because i don't hate life. i love life. one year at CCM has taught me more than i can say about who i am as a person and an artist. so, yeah. life is challenging. really really really really really really challenging. but i'm blessed. i love life.

i hate life.

when will life be good again? or close?

We have to say good bye
All things have to end
But I keep insisting
I go on resisting
Why should I pretend?

We paid for some mistakes
We never should have made
So it seems we were living in dreams
But now those dreams fade

In a perfect world
You'd hold me forever
In a perfect world, our love would stand tall
But I'm not perfect
And you're not ( Read more... )

i'll update. and soon.

don't praise my charm too much
don't look so vain with me
don't stand in the rain with me
people will say we're in love

don't take my arm too much
don't keep your hand in mine
your hand feels so grand in mine
people will say we're in love

don't dance all night with me
till the stars fade from above.
they'll see it's all right with me
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i counted.

and there are 23 songs that have lyrics that are applicable to my life as of 11PM on march 27th, 2008.

i'm not sure which ones i want to use. maybe i'll decide later.

i'll leave with some simple ones.

and if some day ( Read more... )

please take the world away...

i have had 6 ICEEs in the past 48 hours.

i need help.

( life as we know it. )