Things are really good.  I'm really happy.  Slightly paranoid still, but happy.

I can't get rid of the feeling of impending doom.  I feel like I don't have enough time to spend with all the people I really care about, or that I'm not going to be able to do everything I wanted to before we graduate.  I'm excited because it seems like a lot of the ( Read more... )

"The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open."

So this is the quote I fall back on everytime I'm about to jump into something that I know is completely stupid. I try to use it as justification for whatever dumb action I'm doing without thinking about the consequences. Or, in this case, after knowing and acknowledging the ( Read more... )

 
1. If you could do one thing in the world, what would you do?
Tour Europe with my closest friends.  I would love to travel somewhere with my friends, and Europe would obviously be the perfect place.  Especially Italy.  That's my number one place I want to go.
2. If you could be any character from a book, movie, or television show, who would you be? ( Read more... )

 
"Everything changes eventually. That's just the way life is. And you have no control over it. Suddenly people you thought would always be there disappear. People die, they move away, and they grow up."

There comes a time [actually, many times], when you realize that the people in your life are not permanent.  As much as you try to hold on to them ( Read more... )

I can't  focus on homework when I think there is a possibility of a snow day!

In sadder news, my application was deferred from UofM on Friday.  =[

Overall, I'm happy though.  Mimes tomorrow! 

So... an update, I guess.  Things are interesting as usual.  Senior year seems to be both dragging and flying by, which is what everyone told me it would do, so it's not surprising.  I'm scared to leave here, but at the same time, I can't wait to get out.  I've been accepted to CMU, MSU, and DePaul.  I'm still waiting to hear from UofM and Case ( Read more... )

Homecoming is tomorrow.  I'm feeling pretty negative about it at the moment.  I feel like whatever I do tomorrow night, someone's gonna get hurt.  And I probably am too.  So I'm not really looking forward to it.  I don't understand why I can't just suck it up and make someone else happy because either way, I won't get what I want.  But I can't make ( Read more... )

Today  seriously sucked.  It's one of those days where you just kinda want to rant to someone ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in this in a long time.  The only real update I have is Brandon.  It's crazy.  This amazing guy just totally came out of nowhere.  I've had multiple people come up to me already and tell me they love us together.  He's so cute and he's amazingly sweet to me.  I hope that I can feel about him the way he deserves, and I'm heading ( Read more... )

I'm pretty confused right now.  And I think everything would be okay if I just knew what was going on, however it turns out.  Even if it's not what I want.  I just need to know, 'cos it's driving me crazy.