So I'm home.  I'm happy.  I didn't think I missed this many people, but when I got home I realized how many of my friend's voices I'd missed ( Read more... )

I'm not deleting it.  But if I take any more crap from whatever I write in here, I'm never speaking to him again.

Woo!

David,
I know I told you a couple weeks ago that this wasn't permanent.  But I'm really terrified that it might be.  And neither of us can find a way to fix it.  But something needs to happen.  'Cos I can't keep going like this; thinking that our friendship could really be this small forever.  You mean too much to me to let that happen.
Britt

So, this is supposed to be my emotional entry.  But here's the boring stuff first.  Kelli and Nick came over last night, we watched Jackass the movie and Kell spent the night.  And I made scrambled eggs in the morning, which I've never really done before, but Kelli said they were good.  =]

Anyway.  I saw Stephen for the first time really this summer ( Read more... )

Song of the day: The Tower of Learning, by Rufus Wainwright

I worked again today.  I'm going to Whitey's open house tonight, and Kelli and I [and possibly Nick?] are going to Cedar Point tomorrow.  I'm excited.

...I realized how boring my life is to read about. 

This is partially a test to see if David will comment to prove he's reading it.

My life is composed of work, Kelli, Memer, Kaity, and occasionally a few other friends.  I like staying at Kell's every other night.  But I miss people.  A lot.

Things are good though. 

I hate my little phases.

I felt like I was actually getting somewhere, but now I'm kinda back where I started.  I feel better about myself when I like him, but worse at the same time because I know he'll never feel the same way about me.

No one reads this, which I think is kinda good.  It's still more for me than anyone else.

The little re-haul of myself is complete.

In some weird and unconventional way, I'm happy with who I am.  I've realized that I don't need anyone to love me back.  That the simple act of caring about someone else in an [almost] totally selfless, caring way, makes me the person I want to be.  I don't expect anything, I don't even really want anything ( Read more... )

I'M HAPPY!!!!!

SCREW EXAMS!!!

=]!!!!

Merry Christmas ( Read more... )