I'm losing one of the most important people in my life.  And I can't bring myself to do anything to stop it.  Because I'm scared of making it worse.  And it's really hard to act like everything's okay and that I'm fine without this person, but I'm just really scared of making them more mad at me.

Yeah.

Tonight I feel like I have no life.  Because I'm not doing anything, and everyone else is.

So I'm doing my physics lab.  Because I'm lame.  But at least I won't have to worry about it this week.

On Thursday, I'm going to Florida for my cousin's wedding.  Yay!

I would just like to share that I did the coolest thing of my life today.  Besides joining marching band.

But this is definitely the second coolest.

Okay, listen to this one:

Steve is pissed because I don't want to hurt David more than I have to, so I don't want us to make out it front of him.  And apparently he hates me now.  I'm very hateable.  And also, I don't want to make out in front of anyone.  Because I'm SICK OF THE PDA.  AS I KNOW EVERYONE ELSE IS.

My deepest apologies to everyone. 

The falling jokes got really funny today.  No joke.  I laughed so hard I almost cried.  I was like, "Josh, are you speeding up?" and he goes, "Brittany, are you falling down ( Read more... )

69.75
&63.something.

67.6!!!!!!!

It's a little late.

DID I JUST EXPERIENCE KEEP THE CHANGE WINNING 3RD PLACE?

WHY YES.  YES, I DID.

60.3!!!!!!!!

[Thanks Kelli + Amanduh!]

I love marching band.

TONIGHT I'M SEEING SOME SNAKES ON A MOTHERFUCKING PLANE.

(Please excuse the language.)