so josh finally answered my question as to whether or not we would ever officially be more than just friends. his answer was exactly this "yes we will be more than just friends...i mean we could be." i don't know if that was a fruedian slip or what that really means but that's what he said. he told me he's just been in a lot of long term ( Read more... )

josh and i had our little talk ( Read more... )

this morning i sent josh an angry email ( Read more... )

Lisa Hermes: hey just fyi if you ever have to do this again, it would probably be better to wait until you're around in person. now i have to wait a couple of days and this isn't the most pleasant news and it's going to be hard to focus at work and stuff ( Read more... )

Lisa Hermes: so what do you want to talk about then ( Read more... )

this time away from josh has really given me time to think about everything. i think it's time for a change. it's probably long overdue. so yea i don't know really how to bring all that up but i guess it has to be done.

today i took a pole dancing aerobics class and it was everything you would dream of and more! everyone was a little confused at first. but then we started doing the twirls and everyone let loose. and it was a really great workout. i highly recommend if you have the chance to take a pole class, i say go for it. it's very liberating.

mama cat is back. she had 5 kittens aborted, but she doesn't seem unhappy about it. she just sleeps all day in the sun and looks very relaxed. when the lady brought her back, she stood in the backyard and cried and cried for about an hour. then the big daddy cat came and she was so happy to see him. she was rubbing up against him and purring. i ( Read more... )

Somebody came by to trap mama cat today. I'm actually kind of upset about it. I contacted a whole bunch of cat rescue groups and NO ONE got back to me. I wanted someone who could foster the pregnant mama and then the kittens. But that's pretty damn near impossible. So this woman specializes in in the trap neuter release program. She said probably ( Read more... )

so mimi took a picture of the kittens and put them on the board at work, and they already have a home! they're going together to a girl that makes enough money and has another kitten and is looking for a playmate. and she has a big apartment with lots of room for them to run around and be crazy. i'm sooooooo happy i can't even tell you. it feels ( Read more... )