*sigh...I don't know why I did, but I randomly checked up on the asshole amy's fucking earlier, go figure, I found out that amy in fact had started a new journal. Of course a natural surge of an unpleasant sort came up, but no matter, that's what I deserve for looking. It's good to know she's doing alright though, but I need to smack some sense ( Read more... )

Well, Amy and I have broken up in the past, worked things out, and gotten back together in the past. Maybe that was the problem...we just held on to false hopes for too long, and it finally caught up with us, and I'm the one who has to pick up the peices. Clearly theres no putting them back together, but I look at them, and even after all of the ( Read more... )

after sleeping and thinking, I realized that I misinterpreted her entry. She spoke vaguely, but she really was speaking of herself and how her own feelings have changed towards me. Silly me for thinking otherwise. No matter though, it's not really that "sad", it's really just a harsh reality. If I had a girlfriend that took up all of my heart and ( Read more... )

Well, things are finally reaching a happy norm. Sean is all moved in, he has his job, and is working very hard. We are both making lots of money, and my goals and dreams are fast becoming a reality! It's fantastic knowing that I have someone there for me, and I them tho there's nothing more then friendship there. Refreshing...is the word I would ( Read more... )

Well, at least the ex sucked in bed. Hah, that's something I wont miss. Come to think of it, there isn't much I do miss. Cold, yes, but very true.

For anyone that cares to check up on me, I have a little something to admit...I post everything I care about on my xanga account http://www.xanga.com/Gooniesnvsadie . It's not very happy recently but I'm working on that, and it's chock full of me though, I can't stop writing on it. ( Read more... )

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Oh the nightmares...She haunts me in my dreams...her and that bastard...I CAN'T FUCKING GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

Monday, December 12, 2005 ( Read more... )