in sun set rain, i fall to my yesterdays outraged and angry and ever more in love twisted like lust in morrows blanket and forever unforgiven. is it lust is it chance, then why do i feel as the betrayer. the one moment that she wanted to return to me i was so jaded i wanted her to suffer i realize i wanted her to feel something other than ( Read more... )

what can i say about me, i am rough complex stubborn and difficult. hard to love aad just to say i love, everyone prying and trying for me to say it, and the only person who i want to say it to is the only person who can't or won't hear it. from her i learned to be open and vulnerable, and from that i learned for the first time to be afraid. and ( Read more... )

direct messages. dear bridget, i don't know what your talking about, all I ever say about you is that i love you, I'm staying away casue you don't care about me, and the fact is i don't think you ever did, at the beginning of the end, you said it was all you that you didn't know what you wanted, and no matter what you say, you used everything you ( Read more... )

all i ever had was faith in love and now im empty and faithless. i now know that any thing can happen try as you might to stop it or protect it. you taught me that, im so sorry angel.

So its love you can't forget ( Read more... )

i giggled at a religous channel today. the topic music the targets a range of peoople labled as satanic this list involved lennon, santana , manson and eminem. i cracked at the point that they becan quoting songs but still taking thease songs out of context. the rough statement was more ... than content. the quoted songs were made to look horible ( Read more... )

what is truth? the argument what if woman is truth, what if all man has done to seek and exsplain as absolute truth is the one thing under our noses, what if she is the end to all means then would love, true love could it then be the ultimate salvation. could it be that the rugged fit that is man and woman, is it devine adn evolutional ballance ( Read more... )

thoughts of the future bing an ill feeling to my flesh. this body is too damed weak to sustain this effort, and i wince to think failure. i love you but i feel all those i love are infected with my failure. i have been happy these past few months, but the count has begun and i feel lost, i feel like I'm losing myself and i feel as though im losing ( Read more... )

things tumble , and i give up oon catching them, the walls split between rage and and control, the roof shakes with my words as i say the things that i need to say, i find solitude surrounded by friends, they all scurry around looking to better themselvesthinking that i can and will protect them and make everything right, but i admit i am a sleep ( Read more... )

almost two years of effort and i over sleep at the wrong moment... as usaual i rise to the surface showing absolute skill and understanding, i impress all those who who supervise me, i show my skills and ability to lead and i turn the worst line in the building into the best and and most efficient one. you are quite the tame leader they say; though ( Read more... )