surprisingly, i still remember my password to this account after not using it for four years ( Read more... )

i have severe doubts in western medicine and much more faith in our natural immune system when properly maintained with nutrition, exercise, and social support. you may think, how does social support come into play with one's immune system? but i've been surprised to find out these past years of studying how much our bodies are affected by ( Read more... )

what started off as a to do list the other day turned into

let go, let go, let go of the guilt/fear/anxiety
its called motivation
do it
so..
run hard
but don't forget to pay your speeding tickets.
do your research,
be with family,
be with friends.
appreciate it.
what is this ( ) anyway?
its all about motivation and will.
i've always had issues with motivation ( Read more... )

so i stopped posting on this for several reasons.

1. my mom died and i didn't want to spend a year wallowing in self-pity and have record of it. instead i spent the year wallowing in self-pity but drinking enough so i couldn't remember it. this summer will mark two years, i'm drinking less and running more so at least from the outside it looks like i'm ( Read more... )

london was absolutely fantastic! the best part was obviously seeing the mars volta, front row, but the entire trip was well worth it.

Here's some pictures!

working on a friday night, what better way to spend it than by planning the little time left i have as an undergrad. i could potentially graduate a semester early, but i think i'll just use the extra time to do more independent studies and take more psych courses i don't need ( Read more... )

tonight...i chugged a poland spring bottle filled half malibu half coke after class on my way to see the second city comedy troup perform at my school. the buzz was mild but the laughter felt so good.

we all need to laugh more.

i realize i've updated my journal much less frequently since i've been at school. i don't know exactly why i really don't post much when i'm here. most of it has to do with lack of privacy and alone time. much of my time is spent in the presence of another and i don't get a lot of time to think about how i feel. well, anyway, i'm alone now ( Read more... )

i don't even remember when the last time i posted was so i'm not exactly sure where to start. i've been working a lot lately. i'll have 34 hours by then end of this week which includes 5 night shifts. two-to-fours and four-to-sixes have been murdering me. i showed up to work one night still drunk from playing beer pong earlier in the night. ( Read more... )

i wonder if there's a way for my scholarship to cover parking tickets. as of today i'm up to $210.