My boyfriend's name is Ian. He is the first boyfriend I have had since Owen. Owen was abusive. He did a lot of things that made me feel like shit. They say that girls who grow up with abusive fathers pick abusive men. It's true. I almost married Owen. We were together for almost a year and we talked about getting married and having children. We ( Read more... )

i have the stupidest schoolgirl crush on a boy...wtf?

it is june 29, 2009. it has been a very long time since i posted on here but i felt the need to do it. today is jack's birthday. if you dont know, jack is my ex, but we went to IHOP at like midnight until like after 2 this morning. he took me on his motorcycle. then we went to campus and watched a show...flight of the concords. kinda funny, kinda ( Read more... )

Between Myspace and Last Chaos, I forgot that I had an account on this. No one posts anymore, and no one reads these anymore. There is no point in doing this other than I want to. I can probably say anything I want and no one would read it anyway so it doesn't really matter. School is almost over, finally I get out of hell. I hate going there ( Read more... )

Today was great. I was all rested and it was nice. Nothing really went wrong at all. Play was amazing, I love it. Guard was great, I love it. I love it all. Travis is amazing, I love him. Oh, and a word to the wise. If you are going to argue with me about the Bible, you might want to at least have some clue what you are talking about because if not ( Read more... )

not being invited to something sucks, but i dont really wanna think about it anymore. you think someone is your friend and then they do something like this and prove they are not. no matter what the reason, nothing is acceptable for what they did, so whatever. im not mad at this person, im just frustrated that the reason is stupid and pety. ( Read more... )

It's where I wanna be ( Read more... )

I'm Lucretia in the play. I'm pretty much the most excited person ever!!!! Okay, I'm lame. Anyway, go see it when it comes out. Thanks.

and you called me immature. omg. well whatever. 4th hour was great, i love putting up with these babies. geez. just cuz they are jealous they have to try and upset me. its so funny. anyway, today was great. i must say it was quite fun. pass class is a ball. mille bourne is great. i have homework but ill do it tomorrow. i took a nap today when i got ( Read more... )

This year has been a test of friendship. Today was the fourth day of school and already I can see who is my friend, and who isn't. I'm glad to have gotten it out of the way already. The friend's I had last year at this time, they aren't really there anymore. My friends now are amazing and I love them more than anything. I'm glad to have gotten rid ( Read more... )