ive been listening to a lot of acoustic songs. what can i say? they appeal to me. today was fun. hanging with zak and tc and jaime was prolly one of the most fun days this entire summer!!! this weekend has been great. i spent thursday night with travis, we walked to dairy queen. then my icecream melted before i got home so i refroze it and ate it ( Read more... )

Today is going to be a good day. I am dreading practice but I won't let today be bad like yesterday. It's not gonna get to me this time. He can't upset me today! That is my goal. I know Travis will be here for me when I get home to make me feel better so I guess I will be fine then. I'm just not looking forward to seeing him and seeing the way he ( Read more... )

Anyway, despite the unhappy name (lyrics to a song) I am in a very good mood. I don't know why I used to think life was so terrible. Now that I've got a good boyfriend and great REAL friends, things are so much better. I am tired of pretending that it is okay to take advantage of me. I'm tired of pretending that it's okay to be my friend part time ( Read more... )

I am so much better now that I am out of school. I don't have to deal with all of the drama that normal surrounds me. I am becoming a better person. If I were on guard then I wouldn't have this break, cuz they have practice today! I don't. I am so glad to be happy again. I was talking to Peyton yesterday about it. I am so glad that things have ( Read more... )

hello, been a while since the last post, just logged back in today. working with the band on friday was way fun. im glad to have gotten back to normal status with carey, though i am not on normal status with anyone else it seems. i feel as if people are growing more distant as i grow closer to god and closer to carey again. i dont understand this, ( Read more... )

no one has posted on here for so long. what is going on? even i havent posted in a while. i dunno, maybe we are all too busy. ive been more focused on myspace anyway, so yeah, writing my life story and all takes time. lol. well, peace out all. write more stuff! <3 god bless.

So I'm pretty great now. I made the dance team, it took me three years to get up the courage, but now I've moved up the chain. Maybe things will go better. It's looking that way. I had almost the best day ever, if Travis were there it would have been better. But nothing bad happened, well stuff bad happened but I am over letting it affect me, I'm ( Read more... )

that poem isnt done yet, but my inspiration died, ill come back and finish it maybe, or leave it as is. anyway, back to homework, bye all.

Lock me up ( Read more... )

dunno why. just am. i dunno where its going or how long we can remain civil to each other. welp, that was fast, went bad already. he starts something and it turns bad. i wish travis were on, im not having a good day.....