are holding up the sky. your eyes make me weak, i dont know why ( Read more... )

somewhere there's an airplane lost beyond the skies ( Read more... )

so break has started! omg! im so happy. today was a great way to start of my break. i mean, besides the two tests and the DBQ, it rocked. giving blood today was much more fun that it usually is, for reasons not mentionable at the moment. it was great. i just wish it had taken longer. lol. anyway, so travis has yet to get on to talk to me, his ( Read more... )

Happiness came ( Read more... )

im sad, thats about all i have to say right now. i wanna cry but i cant. something is holding me back but i wanna cry. i hurt so bad right now. im tired of hurting. im tired of the pain i feel. i want it to be over with. i wish things could just be like they were before those two people ruined my life. maybe i shouldnt blame people. i should take ( Read more... )

and all the king's men, still cant put me back together again. im broken, its hard for me to know why. im fine with travis, its amazing, but something is bad. i dunno. bleh. afjldsjfkldsjfldsjfl, going dress shopping next weekend. that should be fun. i hope. i hope i get out of this slump soon. justin is helping a lot. more than he knows. well that ( Read more... )

i hate being depressed. today was good, most of it. 5th hour rocked. im happy with travis, got my IDs done. i just hate life. i dont know why. mom wont talk to me today, i dont care. i dont want to talk to her either. so thats about all for me today. im depressed as hell and its not going away any time soon.

i want to die. i had a great time at church with anna and travis and i come home and mom is in the shittiest mood ever and starts screaming and yelling and cussing at me. so im like not allowed to go anywhere but school. i dont know what the hell i did. shes stupid and i hate her. get me out of here. please, i hate it. i dont want to be here any ( Read more... )

so carey already went dress shopping, we've planned on doing it together forever and she goes with someone else. thats cool though, now i just have to go with peyton! which i already asked him a while back so i guess its cool. anyway, thats all i care to say now. bye everyone. peace!

i love travis, he spent the night with me and it was amazing. now im talking to zack and he is trying to ruin my life again. he makes comments that cut really really deep. it sucks. why doesnt he just shove a knife through my heart for real, hes done it figuratively enough already. this may kill me......