well carey and i are talking again. i had to go to stark about it. i would have liked to do it without carey but i dont think either of us would have been able to do it alone. im glad i went. i dont understand, ive been pretty okay with her not talking to me cuz i knew she was mad, but i just really missed her, shes one of my best friends and ive ( Read more... )

okay, so tried to talk, but she wont, she acts like shes 4, she started it, i gave her two weeks, now she is mad at me for her being mad at me. make sense to you? me either. anyway, well if she wants to believe the stupid rumors that i have heard about myself, then she never really has known me and obviously never was my friend if she is willing to ( Read more... )

well i'm better. he came over today, not travis, he knows who he is but im not supposed to talk about it. we hung out, it was cool. we had a lot of fun taking pictures and playing in the snow and all. i wish he didnt leave early but his mom had to cuz the weather. oh well, i'll see him at school tomorrow. and no it's not a guy that i did anything ( Read more... )

so im tired and im sad. i dont want to go into why. so i talked to travis sorta, we're still together, im happy about that at least. well i wrote a poem. its kinda good i guess. well im bored and too sad to continue typing. i think im just going to go to bed now and then sleep all day tomorrow. that sounds good to me. bye all.

i'm an idiot. thats about all i have to say. i miss travis so much and i wish i could just see him again and have him hold me. i love him so much and he is so great to me. hes amazing. i cant believe i ever had the thoughts i had this week. im over it now though. i love him and i want to be with him for a long time.

Hi everyone who reads this (Peyton...) Anyway, I'm just posting for the heck of it. I am bored as heck. I have been playing Sims like religiously all weekend. I should be doing homework, but I think I'm going to put it off as long as possible. I will do it all tomorrow then I guess. I really don't have that much to do. It's like only about 6 hours ( Read more... )

To be loved is a great feeling. I love this. I love him. I'm so glad to share today with him. I love him so much that I can barely breathe when I think of him. He is my one and only. I love him so much. Today was amazing. He loves me and it makes me melt to hear from him. Oh how I love him. Shall I count the ways? Okay, enough of that. I'm going to ( Read more... )

dunno, im in a good mood. now i must go. bye all!

wow its been forever. im still grounded but i guess im getting out of it soon. its been three weeks and ive been okay with it. im just missing travis and that is what is getting to me. anyway, im going to go now and do some other things before mom makes me get offline. i love travis. bye all.

I am so sick of this. I'm all happy one moment and depressed the next. Do I really still love him? Is it possible to love him after all this time and all the things that have gone on? If he dates her I'm going to die. I don't think I can handle seeing them together. I hate this so much. And things with me. My problem that I'm trying to get over is ( Read more... )