FRIENDS ONLY!

comment to be added.make sure to introduce yourself.

don't get offended if you get denied; it's just the way it goes.

If you read, you'll judge.

I’m seeing a married man in an open situation and he used the word gf tonight. I’m unsure how special that is since it’s open and I’m not the only one, but it made my heart smile. I really, really like this man. A lot. 🧡🧡🧡

I’ve had one other open situation so I’m new to this.

I’d like one day to find a primary but that’ll come in due time and I’m ( Read more... )

This is relevant to how I feel about Mike.
( Read more... )

Mike and I are currently experiencing “New Relationship Energy” (a polyamorous term).
( Read more... )

Double post. Why not? I don’t want to make my entries too long.

I’ve got it bad. Forgetful and absent minded. Intense feelings; obsessive in a way, can’t eat, can’t sleep and the feeling of being sick. Butterflies. And of course, erratic and impulsive.

I’ve got it bad. What a beautiful mess this is.

It kinda hurts.

It kinda feels good.
( Read more... )

When your entire life makes sense after you are officially diagnosed. I have Borderline Personality Disorder.

Eccentricity, mania, obsessive, self-destruction, conflicted self-identity, anxious, depressive, impulsive and mercurial, but also predictive and contradicting. Fear of abandonment. INTENSITY.

It makes life a little better knowing WHAT’S ( Read more... )

[Lost Work Days] - [Date] - [Hours Drive/Hours Drive from previous show] - [Location of show ( Read more... )

 Young people. I've noticed that a lot of people my age seem to be a bit bitter for our age. Kids my age seem to be extremely bitter like a person of the age of 60. They're so judgmental and fear what they don't understand. I realize that kids in elementary school would do the same seeing as they only know what their parents tell them but as they ( Read more... )

I just had this terrible, terrible vision that something bad had happened to my parents. They said they were going to the dollar store, but hours passed by and they hadn't come home. I sat at the kitchen table smoking a cigarette, thinking that I'd better call them to see if they were okay. I just had this gut feeling that something bad had ( Read more... )